Solitary Experiments - In the Eye of the Beholder (2009)

Please God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change
The courage to change the things I can
And thw wisdom to know the difference

Our desire leads to decision
We seek the truth but tend to fraud
To separate ourselves from others
We take advantage to moving on

It's a bitter taste… That we have to pay for

The higher we rise the deeper we fall
And nothing remains at the end of it all
The sooner we learn to handle with care
The greater the chance to escape from despair

This impulse drives us to objective
Reach for the light that keeps us warm
Without regard for any losses
Always continue to growing strong

It's a bitter taste… But pride will have a fall

The higher we rise the deeper we fall
And nothing remains at the end of it all
The sooner we learn to handle with care
The greater the chance to escape from despair

I am here to protect you from the curse of solitude
You are safe now nobody's going to hurt you anymore
I am here to refill the empty in your soul
Let us fix all your trouble to getting in control

Nobody knows what heaven holds
I only guide you to this goal
You have to find your way
'Cause no one knows the answer
Don't be afraid heaven will wait
For all those ones who acted right
No more tears and pain
I promise you won't suffer

I am here to recover all the damage in your heart
You can trust me, nothing's impossible; I've watched you from the start
I am here to relive the sadness in your eyes
Take my hand let's fly together a leap into the void

Nobody knows what heaven holds
I only guide you to this goal
You have to find your way
'Cause no one knows the answer
Don't be afraid heaven will wait
For all those ones who acted right
No more tears and pain
I promise you won't suffer

Look back at what you leave
But keep your eyes focused on where you're headed
Run fast to catch the train
You'll try your best but I don't know if you get it

We rise again from ashes to create ourselves anew
From all the good things we have failed to do

We're walking on though desert sand
Clouds drifting slowly upon the land
Tremendous heat under the glowing sun
On the road to horizon the weakest one falling down

Move on to a new chosen realm,
Whatever still happens everything is purpose
Bring back the golden years
The secret slumbers deep underneath the surface

We rise again from ashes to create ourselves anew
From all the good things we have failed to do

We climbed the highest mountains
We explored the universe
We dived into the deepest oceans
We discovered new life forms

We're walking on though desert sand
Clouds drifting slowly upon the land
Tremendous heat under the glowing sun
On the road to horizon the weakest one falling down

The fear is haunting me tonight
Everything I try I will not survive
Now it seems too late I cannot escape
Suffering from a restless mind

Darkness falls around
All that I can see
Everything's blurred
In different shades of grey
Daylight turns to black and
It won't be the same
Nothing's gonna stop this pain
If darkness will prevail

I feel the coldness of the dark
Embraced by death and bound so fast
It looks into my eyes it looks into my face
And I become what I'm afraid

Darkness falls around
All that I can see
Everything's blurred
In different shades of grey
Daylight turns to black and
It won't be the same
Nothing's gonna stop this pain
If darkness will prevail

I still believe in destiny
'Cause you and me are meant to be
Condemn me by the slightest doubt
I know my flaws inside out

Who will pass this story on
When I am dead and gone?
Don't think about the consequences
When you play this song
If there is none to holding on
While all is said and done
Don't think about the consequences
'Cause you must carry on!

Can't you see the ambiguity?
A single word change our history
You bring me up but think about
My life is turning upside down

Who will pass this story on
When I am dead and gone?
Don't think about the consequences
When you play this song
If there is none to holding on
While all is said and done
Don't think about the consequences
'Cause you must carry on!

Write in your diary about the things you see
About your point of view it's unimportant
No one take care of you in everything you do
You look for hidden truth but you won't find it

You're just a figurehead under a foreign flag
Sailing with proud ahead but slowly sinking
The sea looks crystal clear but fear don't disappear
A distress call for ground is wishful thinking

The beauty lies deeper within
A matter of perspective
The more you try to find a sense
The more it looks attractive

The beauty lies deeper within

Face the reality for all the friends you cheat
It's just a fallacy and inexcusable
Release your agony express the things you feel
Beware! Appearances can be deceiving

You're just a figurehead under a foreign flag
Sailing with proud ahead but slowly sinking
The sea looks crystal clear but fear don't disappear
A distress call for ground is wishful thinking

The beauty lies deeper within
A matter of perspective
The more you try to find a sense
The more it looks attractive

The beauty lies deeper within

Each day the sun arises and our world sets in motion
Like in a fairy tale this story never ends
Ride on a unicorn until the end of time
To make a love confession

Sometimes I dream although I'm awake
Waiting for the chance to correct
The past mistakes to spend my time with you
Every effort it will take I still wish that all my dreams come true
All those moments that we shared maybe some day I live this déjà vu

When you close your eyes I show you something special
Alike a miracle you've never seen before
And when you smile again in your lovely kind
My heart is full of passion

And when you smile again
In your lovely kind with sparkling eyes
My heart is full of passion

It's easy to smile with a heart full of joy
The more we suffer the more we strive

Sometimes I dream although I'm awake
Waiting for the chance to correct
The past mistakes to spend my time with you
Every effort it will take I still wish that all my dreams come true
All those moments that we shared maybe some day I live this déjà vu

Du nimmst Freud, du gibst Leid
Raubst den Mut, schenkst Einsamkeit
Was ist der Sinn von diesem Leben
Nach welchen Zielen soll'n wir noch streben

Du sähst Hass, erntest Gewalt
Entfachst den Zorn durch Bitterkeit
Für unsre Sünden soll'n wir büßen
Du trittst den Stolz mit deinen Füßen

Doch wenn der Lebensmut weicht… der Schmerz im Herzen sticht
In dieser Hoffnungslosigkeit… eine Seele bricht!

Ein Stern erleuchtet in der Nacht ein kleiner Lichtblick in der Dunkelheit
Am Horizont ein heller Schein er weißt den Weg in die Unendlichkeit

Du treibst Frevel, schaffst Tyrannei
Entfachst das Feuer der Heuchelei
Du fällst ein Urteil ohne Gnade
Des einen Fluch, des anderen Gabe

Du bringst Elend und Verderben
Du schürst die Angst in deinem Namen
Führst den Menschen hinters Lich
Versteckst dein wahres Angesicht

Doch wenn der Lebensmut weicht… der Schmerz im Herzen sticht
In dieser Hoffnungslosigkeit… eine Seele bricht!

Ein Stern erleuchtet in der Nacht ein kleiner Lichtblick in der Dunkelheit
Am Horizont ein heller Schein er weißt den Weg in die Unendlichkeit

I don't believe in heaven
I believe in pain
I believe in fear
I believe in death

In death
In death
In death

I should have known it with the first indication
As a hint that it already has begun
To figure out that the first cut was the deepest
I should have known it right from the start

It's getting worse and the pain has become stronger
At the first time still everything was fun
It ended up in a strange behaviour
It's just a calm before the storm

Suddenly my heart starts to bleed a rush of ecstasy
Silently sometimes I hurt myself

I should have known that the guilt leads to depression
Nobody knows but I feel insecure
Somehow it seems I was consumed by hatred
I should have known it but now it's too late

One thousand words cannot describe the hunger
Inside my mind where everything went wrong
All of these scars remind me to my weakness
It's just the point of no return

Suddenly my heart starts to bleed a rush of ecstasy
Silently sometimes I hurt myself

Since thousands of years I walk along the path
Somewhere between the heaven and the Earth
I watched the blazing sunrise a million times
And saw so many so-called empires dying

They hunted me down and locked me in
They broke my bones but not my will

If I'll find my pilgrimage place in promised land
Maybe this endless journey at least comes to an end

I have sworn that I'll never surrender
And stand the ground I was fighting for
For all the good things I can remember
Which nobody knows but still worth to be heard

If I'll find my pilgrimage place in promised land
Maybe this endless journey at least comes to an end

I have sworn that I'll never surrender
And stand the ground I was fighting for
For all the good things I can remember
Which nobody knows but still worth to be heard