Colony 5 - Buried Again (2008)

End of the night, all I see are lights
Sweat and smoke mixed with absinth
This is what I always seek
When the demons
Blurs in neon
Life begins just before the race

Ghosts
We can never be like you
Our day has passed
It can never be day again

Ghosts
We don't want to be like you
We are fashion slaves
Driving in the wrong lane

Dreary eyes, even sleepy still
Evening arrives with a pill
This is what makes me weak
My lovely demons
Turns the scene on
Life isn't life until the race

Ghosts
We can never be like you
Our day has passed
It can never be day again

Ghosts
We don't want to be like you
We are fashion slaves
Driving in the wrong lane

Ghosts
We can never be like you
Our day has passed
It can never be day again

Ghosts
We don't want to be like you
We are fashion slaves
Driving in the wrong lane

Ghosts
We can never be like you
Our day has passed
It can never be day again

Ghosts
We don't want to be like you
We are fashion slaves
Driving in the wrong lane

Claiming ever higher grounds
Look out sky, we're coming down
Like flying daggers or raining spears
Watch out God, you know we're here

Sharpened knives, slicing fears
Sharpened knives, swallowing tears

Obeying far too many rules
Rules in books cause rules are tools
We don't read them ourselves
Better men have better sense

All we have and need is here
Bombs away and everything is clear
Remember what they told you to see
Fight the things you don't believe in

Sharpened knives, slicing fears
Sharpened knives, swallowing tears
Sharpened knives, slicing fears
Sharpened knives, swallowing tears

All we have and need is here
Bombs away and everything is clear
Remember what they told you to see
Fight the things you don't believe in

Sharpened knives, slicing fears
Sharpened knives, swallowing tears
Sharpened knives, slicing fears
Sharpened knives, swallowing tears

All we have and need is here
Bombs away and everything is clear
Remember what they told you to see
Fight the things you don't believe in

Sharpened knives, slicing fears
Sharpened knives, swallowing tears

Like anyone brittle
I am too shy to believe you
you can not be serious
cause this, this can't be true

It must be wondrously empowering
To own a soul like you own mine
I'm tempted to fly with the angels
That dances up and down my spine

Cause you,
You are too perfect
You are the final,
the absolute

Cause you,
You are too perfect
You are the final,
the absolute

Unprepared to be turned upside down
Being in the sky and watching the world
It's usually the other way around
I pray to god you're not an imaginary girl

Cause you,
You are too perfect
You are the final,
the absolute

Cause you,
You are too perfect
You are the final,
the absolute

Cause you,
You are too perfect
You are the final,
the absolute

Cause you,
You are too perfect
You are the final,
the absolute

I find myself
Alone again
Always the one left behind
I drink again
I think again
Bury my head in the sand

I could use a religion
If they weren't all so pathetic
Pray and donate a million
Wealthy are always apologetic

Let's finish the game right now
I can't win it, I don't know how
Holding my breath for far too long
Waiting for the end of the song

Faith should be so fulfilling
But they just forbid all that's fun
Follow the rules to the letter
I drink my God, I think that's better

Let's finish the game right now
I can't win it, I don't know how
Holding my breath for far too long
Waiting for the end of the song

Let's finish the game right now
I can't win it, I don't know how
Holding my breath for far too long
Waiting for the end of the song

Lips broken and dry
Smiling at the sky
Teeth cracked, nose trashed
I'm religious when I'm smashed

I'm religious when I'm smashed

Let's finish the game right now
I can't win it, I don't know how
Holding my breath for far too long
Waiting for the end of the song

Let's finish the game right now
I can't win it, I don't know how
Holding my breath for far too long
Waiting for the end of the song

It tastes like half
I never asked
For more than I could swallow
I drink it up
It never stops
Comes through my teeth
Half of enough is sweet
Full at last
Never gone that far
In my life before
I met that creature
The songs are song
The doomed are hung
And our desperation
Is once again in motion

Can you bring it up to full speed
Can I take your soul and pour in me
Can you give up your ideals and come with me
To the end of our desperation

End of desperation
End of desperation
End of desperation
End of desperation

It smells like fuel
Define my rules
Am I deep or really shallow
I read the verse
The flaming words
I hate when life isn't surprising
Impressed at last
Never been that fast
In my thirst before
I met that creature
The date is done
My soul is gone
And our desperation
Defines our relation

Can you bring it up to full speed
Can I take your soul and pour in me
Can you give up your ideals and come with me
To the end of our desperation

End of desperation
End of desperation
End of desperation
End of desperation

Desperation
End of desperation
End of desperation
End of desperation

Can you bring it up to full speed
Can I take your soul and pour in me
Can you give up your ideals and come with me
To the end of our desperation

A dreadful feeling, feasting on the courage I still have left
Should I be scared, is this the end of my eternal pain?
I gather myself for one last time. Is this the end?
Should I fight these fears when they have become like friends?

Alone towards our destiny
We've been through hell and everything
We dry, and fill up again
On divine odium

Away on our eradication
The world is approving and fear is here
we walk the steps toward
our final podium

A lustful feeling. I keep my thoughts locked up in my head
Should I be free, would it be safe for me and you
I make this journey for one last time to meet the end
A chance for someone like me to meet my friends

Alone towards our destiny
We've been through hell and everything
We dry, and fill up again
On divine odium

Away on our eradication
The world is approving and fear is here
we walk the steps toward
our final podium

For once, love has stopped to bleed
A heart attack is what I need
To wake me up, a cappuccino death
Smell the meds through my morning breath

I take control, I change the scene
I throw away the key and just leave
A new look on life, the old was getting sad
Shifted perspective from the one I had

Highs and lows going to extremes
In quest of lust my soul has cracked its seams
Trying to feel, anything will do
Nostalgia is a powerful tool

I take control, I change the scene
I throw away the key and just leave
A new look on life, the old was getting sad
Shifted perspective from the one I had

I take control, I change the scene
I throw away the key and just leave
A new look on life, the old was getting sad
Shifted perspective from the one I had

I have never tried to wish
For something quite as good as this
Your catwalk face means nothing here
In silent screams you share your fear
The smile I heard so much about
Is torn into a terrified shout
The smile I heard so much about
Is torn into a terrified shout

Lovely murder you taste so sweet

I love to see you when you cry
Make-up running as you lay
wide to receive the screaming knife,
which separates you from your life

Lovely murder you taste so sweet
Oh murder you taste so sweet

Anger, remorse and distress
What should I do about this mess?
I better clean before it dries
My ears are still ringing with your cries

Lovely murder you taste so sweet
Oh murder you taste so sweet
Lovely murder you taste so sweet
Oh murder you taste so sweet

Do you even remember me?
I was only seventeen
You were the girl in teenage dreams
Humiliation in the school canteen
closure closure closure ha-ahhh

Lovely murder you taste so sweet
Oh murder you taste so sweet

I do believe in the things you say
Although I don't agree, agree today
That life is cruel to live without me
The dark that clings on to me
makes your deception hard to see

Nothing in life is worth to die for
Eyes to see with that's what they are there for
But I am just too young to die
I am too young to care at all

I trust in God to make me see
If there is something wrong
Something wrong with me
I need to know,
put my faith in you to make me feel
to distinguish between fake and real
I use my youth

Nothing in life is worth to die for
Eyes to see with that's what they are there for
But I am just too young to die
I am too young to care at all

Every now and then
Your seventh sense sees more than you
It covers you with lies and truths of
what to do

Knowing eyes, infected lies
And twisted truths
I'm far too old
To blame it on my youth

Commitment to a higher force than you
could put your faith in
These flames and fires make me too
tired to repress my sin
The world could never be so beautiful
Without you without me
without the symbols that we see

I could never say those things you
say to me in shame
I could never remember
the colours and numbers in your name
Your maker wants you back and there
is nothing I can do
I believe that you believe
your maker wants me too

Commitment to a higher force than you
could put your faith in
These flames and fires make me too
tired to repress my sin
The world could never be so beautiful
Without you without me
without the symbols that we see

Commitment to a higher force than you
could put your faith in
These flames and fires make me too
tired to repress my sin
The world could never be so beautiful
Without you without me
without the symbols that we see

Everything was good, everything was fine
We walked along that yellow line
towards our future and our unity
in the midst of life and scholarly

Our eyes filled with stories we'd never tell
although we stumbled we never fell
we saw the world as something that smelled
we had our own version of hell

You should see my life today
It's never sunny it's always grey
and though I have my own way
to wish all the sadness away

Get off my back
Get off my back
Get off my back
Get off my back

Then you become infatuated
with a crashing bore I've always hated
I can't believe how my world degraded
feels like I've been suffocated

You should see my life today
It's never sunny it's always grey
and though I have my own way
to wish all the sadness away

Get off my back
Get off my back
Get off my back
Get off my back

You should see my life today
It's never sunny it's always grey
and though I have my own way
to wish all the sadness away

You should see my life today
It's never sunny it's always grey
and though I have my own way
to wish all the sadness away

Get off my back
Get off my back
Get off my back
Get off my back

Get off my back
Get off my back
Get off my back
Get off my back
Get off my back

The last one to enter hell
close the door and ring the bell
Cause when we die; we do not end
we regroup and fight again

And if we are to loose our way
By mistake or by betrayal
And be sent up to a god's care
We will take the war over there

With the devil at our side
And the moon as our guide
We break the silent night
And set the world alight

As we are falling down
This is how we meet
Preparing everything
In the leap

There'll be a time
When all the fights are fought
There'll be a time
When all the bribes are bought
There'll be a time
A time you will call peace
There'll be a time
When death will cease

And we are falling down
This is how we die
Preparing everything
In the dive

There'll be a time
When all the fights are fought
There'll be a time
When all the bribes are bought
There'll be a time
A time you will call peace
There'll be a time
When death will cease

As a singer or a song
Trying to change my mind
Trying to push me over
One way or another
To release me or to smother
It's hard to remember what I want
To love me or don't bother
It's hard to remember what I want

As a movie or a show
Influencing my morals
It's a feeling It is stronger
Than lust or love itself

I am sorry
If I hurt you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I had run out of my pills

I am sorry
If I hurt you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I had run out of my pills

Stabilizers
Neutralizers
Ultra strong
Harmonizers

I am sorry
I promise
I tried to hurt myself
And not you

Can't bare it or tear it
Out of my thoughts
Can't bare it or tear it
Out of my thoughts

I am sorry
If I hurt you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I had run out of my pills

I am sorry
If I hurt you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I had run out of my pills

Stabilizers
Neutralizers
Ultra strong
Harmonizers

I am sorry
I promise
I tried to hurt myself
And not you

I am sorry
If I hurt you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I had run out of my pills

I am sorry
If I hurt you
I had run out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I had run out of my pills